Vroom Vroom

[dee_lorean81]

[There is a DeLorean, heavily modified, doing laps in an empty, paved part of the Nexus. One might wonder what the driver is doing -- practicing for a race? Working on their turning? Just burning rubber because they're bored?

And then one might get a little closer -- and see that there IS no driver.

. . .perhaps it might be fairer to say that the car is bored.]

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[palmerthing]

Yeah, I know. Probably catapulted into sapience, too, am I right?

[dee_lorean81]

Preeeetty much, yeah. I ended up wandering off into here trying to just figure out what happened! And then Dad came in here trying to figure out what had happened to his new DeLorean. . . [smiles] Poor guy hit the deck when I proved I was the DeLorean.

[palmerthing]

At least you didn't first wake up to a literal firefight.

[dee_lorean81]

[Dee winces] That's a good point. I lucked out in finding lots of nice people who wanted to help! And once Dad got used to the idea, he was only too happy to keep me around.

[palmerthing]

Somehow I can't imagine my old self's parents being as okay with it.

[dee_lorean81]

Yeaaaah. . .you kinda got the shit end of this, didn't you? I woke up and found out I was suddenly human -- you woke up and found out you suddenly weren't.

[palmerthing]

Yeah. Not human and not really me. It's fuckin' weird--sorry. *No swearing at the kid. Even if she was swearing too.*

[dee_lorean81]

[Dee chuckles at the apology] Hey, trust me, Dad's said a LOT worse when he's frustrated in the lab. But yeah, I bet it is. Just being human was weird for me.

[palmerthing]

Well I probably shouldn't confuse you with a bunch of half-ass philosophy about identity and stuff, so what do you want to talk about?

[dee_lorean81]

Why not whole-ass philosophy? [she giggles] But I dunno. I just came here 'cause I wanted to do SOMETHING, but I also didn't wanna disturb Chester 'cause he's napping and I know that's sort of a rare treat for Victor and Alice these days.

[palmerthing]

Cuz I ain't a philosopher? Just a mechanic, sorry.

Ugh, yeah, I bet. No idea how humans cope with babies.

[dee_lorean81]

Hey, mechanics are important people! And I'm not just sayin' that because I'm a car.

It looks to be hard and messy. Makes me glad I skipped that part of being human.

[palmerthing]

Only partly because you're a car?

Yeah, me too. Or at least kind of skipped it?

[dee_lorean81]

[Dee giggles] Yeah, okay. And partly because of Dad -- he's not a "mechanic," but he does build and fix a lot of stuff, so. . .

[she tilts her head, puzzled] Kind of?

[palmerthing]

Fair.

There was someone who started as a baby and grew into this. They were just, you know, an entirely different species.

[dee_lorean81]

Right. . .only you're kind of them now. Which circles around back to the half-ass philosophy stuff. Hard to get away from it, huh?

[palmerthing]

Yeah, it's kinda foundational to who I am now. Which is fuckin' annoying, trust me. I was--he was never great at this philosophy stuff.

[dee_lorean81]

Yeah, I bet it is -- and I think you can say "I." Because the Thing-part of you wasn't great at it either, right? Or was it? [she doesn't know what Things do in their spare time]

[palmerthing]

The Thing part of me was basically new, and my ancestral memories are mostly a mishmash of wild animals. So no, not really.

[dee_lorean81]

Yeah, fair enough then. And, I mean, that sort of thing is hard even for people who were born just ordinary human. They got less to think about than we do, but -- given there's whole philosophy sections in libraries and bookstores. . .

[palmerthing]

Yeah, true. Still, I really wish I didn't have quite so many.

[dee_lorean81]

Questions, you mean? Honestly, my personal philosophy has kinda become "just run with it, it might turn out awesome."

[palmerthing]

Good way of looking at it, man. I tend to be a bit too paranoid for that, myself, but then I started out in a bad place. I'll try to just run with things if you really think it'll help, but . . . *Too many bad memories.*

Hey, is there anywhere you might wanna show me? This place is big enough that it can be hard to find things.

[dee_lorean81]

Well, I am a mad science car, so that might have something to do with it. . .you gotta do what feels right for you! Er, as long as that doesn't include assimilating everything.

I know, but all sorts of stuff will pop up if you just go in the right direction! Like there's this really nice windy beach over that way, on the edge of the ocean. . .

[palmerthing]

Trying to avoid assimilating, yeah. Assimilating people is bad.

Ooh, that sounds nice. Can you swim?